whooohoo!

10 hrs 25 mins 8 secs to 2009! Whoohooo!!! =)

The best place to be at at the last moments of 2008 is HOGC! Come on down and join us (: Theres food, games, DDR and everything you need to spend the night away hahaha

Happy advanced new year to you! Folks! 

2008 was goooood (: It was pure goodness!

hello world! 

A belated merry christmas and an early happy new year! Hope you guys had a great christmas 2008 (:

2008 is going to be over in exactly 4 more days! 2008 was good but i know 2009 would be even more amazing!

hahha today will be the launch of our Yishun Satellite church! whoohooo! I was just chatting with Sokmin online a few nights ago and she was asking me how she can give money to help out for the Yishun Stat Church... Then we were talking about how its gonna be so cool when all of us are gonna grow up and really carry the financial burden of the church. By then, we will have 10s and 20s of stat church all over Singapore and overseas! EXCITING!

Two nights ago, i was just praying and asking God for more guy leaders to rise up in E zone.. then I started to write out what I see some of the people doing in the 4D and started to claim that it will come to pass.... Whoo it was good! I never really saw how significant it is to be able to impact lives... it is more than just the routine, more than just another follow up etc... When you impact a live, you impact a household and even a generation of people!

You are important to the team, hang in there!

HOHOHO

hello world!

Its 3 am on Christmas Eve... This is the busiest year I ever had man!

The best feeling is to celebrate Christmas in church.. The house of God! -Jingle bells- hohoho

Come on down to join us! If you wanna REALLY celebrate Christmas, join us at our service! 

Svc 1 - Wed, 130-330pm

Svc 2 - Wed, 5pm - 7pm

Svc 3 - Thursday, 3pm - 5pm

see you there mate! :)

TAKE CHARGE

STEP IN

STEP UP 

MAKE DECISIONS

MAKE THINGS HAPPEN

YOU ARE A LEADER! (:

whooooooooooooo

My exams are finally over! (: whooohooo

'Its for freedom that Christ has set us free'... Freedommmmmm

Last night ended with a very different note... Cant put down how i felt in words now... If i try to, i can just say that I feel blissed and blessed to be where I am, doing what I do, living the life that I am living. 

The end of 2008 is gonna be exciting! My resolution for this month is not to waste any minute of my time... Just gonna give my best in every single thing that I am doing! Growth, here i come!! (:

p.s: Pardon me for such 'loudness' in my post, I am trying to contain my feelings to words... Its difficult! 

Just felt like blogging now in the wee hours of the morning... haha I am at the airport now! No...  am not flying anywhere! 

Studying mugging studying mugging with weiling at the airport actually... haha weiling just KOed on the sofa while im here happily telling the whole world im studying whilst im busy blogging. Oh man... I am contradicting myself! 

Anyhow, i was at Asia Conference 08 just now! It was so powerful... All the parotechnics ever could be used was used man! The interview with Jackneo was amazing... So simple but yet so real. Though it could not fully describe his encounters with God, hes half english half chinese expression process of relating to us made God seemed so real and near to us already. God is reaching people and touching lives through the market place as well! The next time you watch a Jack Neo's Film... Think and feel deeper for the message. It is more than just a plot. 

Im going back to studying now... goodbye! (: 

Today is gonna be awesome! 

I have this strange and unexplainable buzz in me! haha (: Excited for service with Pst How.. Seems like eons since I heard Psts preached man... 

This week we are 1300, so close so close to 1400! It is gonna come to pass! (:

privilege

I love my new blog skin! Its beautiful! (: haha displays the FEMININE side of me haha

Today's meeting with Garrett was simply awesome. So much so much that I learnt till and cant start or stop telling you about

One thing that i must say... It is really a privilege to be doing what I am doing today! I love my life

It is a privilege to be a daughter of God, a disciple and spiritual daughter to Pastors, a follower of Charleston and Garrett.

There is no other place I wanna be than here...

Guys, treasure and love what you have!
You are part of the biggest movement in history, the Jesus Movement.
You are part of the first 1000 of the great church now and for the many decades to come.

Treasure it, hold it, GUARD it with all your heart (:

loving life, winning souls
Wendy

The people that makes things happen in the zone (Maryse, Jiayang, Chloe, Garrett!)

E3, happening happening CG! haha our first CG in the tent I remember (: 

The powerful CCHM girls for you!

Girls but not so girly after all (Me, Xinjie, Wendy)

We are so happy! I dont know why! haha I love them! Awesome awesome people

(top, Xinjie and furong (long hair), bottom, Wendy, Me and Gab)

first love

This weekend was just totally mind blowing, life transforming, earth shaking...

1) Powerhouse morning prayer
2) Nick Vujicic's services
3) Pastor Kong's services

It was never-ending fresh manna that was pouring over Heart of God church this entire week! All thirst was quenched, all hunger was filled (:

It was 4.45am where i was lying on my bed and was unable to sleep.. A thought came into my mind to get up and spend some time praying... Thats exactly what I did and the presence of God filled my whole room.. It was sweet (:


Acts 2:25- 28
25 ‘ I foresaw the LORD always before my face,
For He is at my right hand, that I may not be shaken.
26 Therefore my heart rejoiced, and my tongue was glad;
Moreover my flesh also will rest in hope.
27 For You will not leave my soul in Hades,
Nor will You allow Your Holy One to see corruption.
28 You have made known to me the ways of life;
You will make me full of joy in Your presence.’

The broken-ness of heart,
the fullness of trust to Thee.

Your daughter,
Wendy

this is great

I found myself being caught in the momentum of blogging nearly everyday!

Im in Academic Writing class now... haha my two favourite friends from SMU are sitting beside me (: You gotta meet the both of them... They are hilarious people.
hahah namely Zhen zhen and Cindy...

Just now, we had a 5 min break.. so i went to buy fried rice kueh.. Zhen Zhen saw it and wanted to buy it too. However, Prof was going to continue with class very very soon. So we literally dashed out of class.. crash through the heavy uni doors, went past the gantry and flew in to Koufu. The same speedy process repeated itself again! haha we got in just in time for the mini test today (which i didnt really study for... oh noo)

School is cool when you have friends.. You realize I am in the process of incubation (hint hint) =)

For those of you that still have school... My heart goes out to you as well! We are gonna enter into 2009 real soon! Hang in there dearest! (:

wendy

wow wow

In the midst of lecture now..... Im falling asleep... haha

Anyway, was just reading jamie's blog.. She is just so poweful! She manage to get a stranger that she only knew for say a month or more saved! You gotta go read her blog to find out the full story... haha I might as well just copy and paste it down below for you guys (:

Excerpt from Jamie's post:
still very happy that the mango tango EV case is deemed 100% successful! :)
absolute joy to be the one leading him in the sinner's prayer..
awesome man, i love seeing people through from the day i meet them to the day of their salvation!
let's all pray he decides to quit his mango tango job downstairs & come to church to make mango tango instead! wooo! :)

Thats one life added to the kingdom of God! Its such a privilege given to us to be able to represent Christ in flesh and share the good news to people. Which means, your importances as a christian (an ambassador for Christ) is far better than being an ambassador for whatever nations!

Its so awesome to have such great friends in church with me... People like Garrett Charleston Ivan Fifi Lyn Sam Joanne Jamie Pammy Weiling Cheryl....etc. They are just friends that will be with you all the way! Encouraging and pumping faith in you... Like when Sam came back home from London, she immediately wanted to meet the leaders to find out how everyone was doing... Big heart for people. Lets really carry the heart for people!!

To tell someone about Jesus, you are making a big difference to someone's life! (:

Anyway, FINALLY, this week is here! ((: Im so excited about every every thing... Nick Vujicic... PASTOR KONG! If you are missing out on any of them... You are going to miss out so so much! If you are still thinking if you should be coming for all sessions, stop contemplating and come for all!! Its all gains for you (: Lets rock PAYA LEBAR SINGPOST the whole of this week!

Towards 1400,
wendy

hee hee

Weiling and Wendy's Philosophy of Cooking

Rule no.1 : Eat already also wouldnt die, just cook!
Rule no.2 : Anyhow whack
Rule no.3 : Have faith! (:

Love God, Love People, Love Life, Love FOOD! (:

Hello world!

In the midst of rushing projects and projects and projects...

I felt a stir in my heart to pen(type?) down my thoughts...blabber..feelings... etc

Last week was really a hectic week for me! Two mid terms test, 2 project deadlines and 1 essay to be done.. PHEW... Its not over!

This week is gonna be a packed packed week again. Sometimes, I really feel so limited by school and the heaps of project... In the midst of doing my projects, doing ppt, preparing presentation slides... I would be thinking, " what are the people doing?" "man, i just miss church!".

Then, I get a little EMO. haha yes EMO! Like now.... though today is monday, i have 2 project meetings later at 5pm onwards.... Ugh....

Guys, lets hang out again on monday nights after all my projects are complete! Miss it!!!

Anyway, Pastors and Rinnah are off to London one! Gonna miss them much much

Psalm 18:2
The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer;My God, my strength, in whom I will trust; My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

F1!

FREE screening of F1 race at your own comfort, want to know more?
Its at Singapore Post Center Level 12, on this coming Sat and Sunday! :) Sat: 8pm

5 loaves and 2 fishes

Found this in my sister's laptop... I never really saw it this way before

5 Loaves & 2 Fishes

little boy of thirteen

was on his way to school

He heard a crowd of people laughing

and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening

to the stories of one man

He spoke with such wisdom,

even the kids could understand


The hours passed so quickly

the day turned to night

Everyone was hungry

but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox

at the little that he had

He wasn't sure what good it'd do

there were thousands to be fed


But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus

the kindness in His smile

and the boy cried out

with the trust of a child

he said:


"Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will I surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

to feed them all"


I often think about that boy

when I'm feeling small

and I worry that the work I do

means nothing at all


But every single tear I cry

is a diamond in His hands

and every door that slams in my face

I will offer up in prayer


So I'll give you every breath that I have

Oh Lord, you can work miracles

All you need is my "Amen"


So Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears, my inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

I hope it's not too small


I trust in you

I trust in you


So Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears, my inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

no gift is too small

Just a little bit more... Just a little more faith.... Just a little more faith to trust Him

He gives the very best to those who leave the choice with Him

Trust Him.

Dream Dare DO

Hi all!

My much awaited blog post is here! :)

The last few weeks of school have been great for me! I end my day feeling so much more accomplished than ever!

Having to go to school in the morning, spending time with churchies, going to church, spending time with my family. I cant think of any better life than this! 

Had a great talk with the CGLs last sunday, mannnn I dont believe that Ezone is not going to grow. (oh no... I sound too manly everytime i try to put my excitment down in word). Nevertheless, breaking through 100 every week shall be easy. 

Lets start to dream today... No price you need to pay to dream

What if every week the zone will be breaking through 120 people

What if every new friend that steps into our zone gets saved and accept Jesus into their life every week

What if by the end of this year.. there will be 10 CGLs in the zone and 20 TLs in the zone

Why not all our fathers and mothers will start to go to church with us

Why not our siblings will be going to church with us as well

Why not YOUR SCHOOL have a revival

Why not you rise up to be a pillar and a soldier of His's army

Why not you put away every baggage/Goliath/ Mountain/ askapfofsdsf in your life and start to LIVE LIFE

ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! 

Dreaming away....

Wendy

sunday mornings

haha been quite some time since i continued blogging.. haha

To sum up my life... Things have been awesome!

FOP

It was a blast... When worship just started.. I stared at the congregation and in my mind " its easy for Heart of God to be this.. It is easy man" then i quickly smsed the rest to dwell longer in seeing these people in the stadium.. We are gonna be like this! Seeing God's promises coming to pass day-by-day just kept me standing by waiting for another breakthrough. It is easy. Gaining favor with God and men, HOGC 2.0, spiritual adoption.. its all coming to pass. For the past year, we went BIG, we ACCELERATED, this has really been and will be OUR HOME. Ahhh this is exciting

CHC powerhouse

I was just taken aback by the amount of people that came for prayer meeting at 7AM on a MONDAY morning. Groups and groups of people just kept coming in.. The people came.. filled up the whole audi, then the balcony, the MPRs, the pre-school! When the people prayed... It was really like a spiritual war-ing thing. For some of us doing usher, more than just praying ourshelves.. we were just in awe of the church...

A few things about me:

1) School is starting next week! :0

2) 4 day school week -- Tuesday, Wed, Thurs, Friday. I have my fair share of sabbath! :D

3) Since school is starting.. I really really need to grow in capacity!! 

4) Today is my sister's birthday... Havent got her anything. Shes 26 this year. Anyone has any suggestions?

5) My dad is getting my sis and I a Mazda to share.... I pray I get to drive it more often than once in a blue moon!

Ahhh... gtg now.. seeyou sooon

Fight!

This few weeks, we have been fed with so much spiritual food by Pastors and the leaders! I cant find anywhere to start with and end with... But one thing that I will carry in my heart always is this....

Positive or Negative

Positive or negative. It's your choice.

The negative easily hijacks our focus.

It takes no effort at all to be negative.

The human nature veers towards the negative without any help at all.

If you want to grow weeds in your garden, do nothing with the garden.

It means removing weeds regularly.

Constant vigilance that keeps our minds and hearts free from the negatives.

Our minds are like soil.

Plant potatoes, reap potatoes.

Plant roses, reap roses.

Even if you are not a christian and you are reading this... Dont get me wrong! Being positive works in every area, seasons and timings of our lives. Dont let worries and fear steal your faith away! You can do all things! :)

hi hihi hihihi

school is starting soon sooon! haha went for matriculation last week, tons and tons of process we need to go through. SMU being the outstanding uni from the rest... we have to do 80 hours work of community service! 

haha I started driving lessons toooo.. Just finish my second lesson today... Have been waking up at 730am every other day to go for driving -yawnnnns- but its worth it! When i get my licence, things would be so much easier. Late nights supper, outings etc will never be a problem :) hahah plus plus, I can  drive Pastors tooo! :)

After the restructure, things are so exciting!

AN EXAMPLE OF A REALLY CHA-PA-LUNG BLOG ENTRY:

We have E2, a rojak of people, its a super doooper loud CG. Girls like zelia, xinjie, elizabeth etc etc. Its crazy! hahaha E3, filled with girls clad in white uniforms, white school shoes, ALL with long hair other than Yifan! hahah it is crazy as welll.... Happy in a sense too! CCHM prayer meeting has 13 people coming! thats a full attendance! Prayer really moves mountains mann...

Then we have E30, Adri with all the rest of the guys. hahah zihao and yunwai.. Junzhou and Wenfong.. they are awesome man! Totally commited to the things of God. E31, the soft but mighty CG, will slightly weirdddd people like you know you know han, and you know you know koh.. Life will never be the same if you are in this CG! You will really become LIKE them haha At this moment, you realize im talking 20% truth, 80% nonsense. Its 2pm in the afternoon, with the heat of Singapore pouring on our rooftops, its quite hard to stay focus. Anyway, going on to the CGs, we have E5... girl power! The junyuan girls are onnnnn man! E50, small but very mighty, small but very funny! haah yups!!

till then.... :)

wendy

Your attitude is the aroma of your heart

E3 peeps came! We caught Facing the Giants! If you have not caught it, PLEASE DO! Heres a trailer of it :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zciqppDGzGo 

Coach Grant: Whats the purpose of this game?

Brooke: To win ball game

Coach Grant: Winning football game is too small thing to live for. We are not here to just to live make money and die.

Coach Grant: We need to give God our best in every area. If we win, we praise Him. If we lose we praise Him.

You do not lose heart, You do not lose fighting, You do not quit.

Awesomeeeee mannn

Just last week, Chung Cheng High Main had a total of 13 people! God is really moving in the schoooool :D I cant wait to start school as well. REVIVAL in SMU! :)

Pastor How preached about being spiritual. Having a mind like Christ. I was so blown away by it! Set our minds on things above. God reflects Himself to people through your character, your values and your stands in life. Its about your inside and insights. :) Its between you and God. 

 

haha

haha i am making it a habit to blog once every three days...

This week have been busy busy busy. i love life man! I think relationships shouldnt be just built on fun or being able to clique. My relationships with church peeps is more than that. We go through life together. We conquer life together. We talk about the future, our dreams and vision together. We talk about how church is going to be like, how our families are going to be like. Every conversation leaves me wanting to love life more! This is what relationships is about! 

My church peeps!! :)

random-ness

hello world!

Seemingly, you notice I dont really blog in a very regular fashion. Haha. sometimes I find it quite difficult to put all my thoughts and feelings down in a limited time and a limited space. So I found out the most effective way that works fantastically for me!

10 things thats on my mind right now

1) My Mac hung for the second time since i first purchased it!

2) Dreading to start school and contemplating if i should go for SMU's orientation

3) Bringing my mom and dad for AE weekend this week

4) I miss my grandma! :(

5) Excited for the new restructure. E2 is even more happening now! If you are from E2 and you are reading this! Seeyou tomorrow at Chomps2!

6) Seeing more leaders rise up in the new CGs. go go Grow!

7) Pst Josh Kelsey's blog is awesome! www.change.org.au go check it out! :) Click on Josh and Georgie's blog.

He mentioned about how connect groups really inspired him. If you are in a connect group today, be thankful for it! :) 

8) Derry's twin brother, Elson Lam came! =) Now, the nearly the WHOLE family is in church! Seeing how Kesia and Derry was so excited to have their eldest brother come to church, my heart was so filled with gladness! Adopt your family today!

9) Feel like eating ah-balling now... Heh heh

10) Running out of things to write about... haha

thats all folks! stay tune!

lv,

wendy

wooo

I finally pass my BTT! haha phew...

Haha I have to tell everyone who is alive in the blogging world about this. Just as God said to me nich sam about building leaders.. the desire was placed in many hearts from that day on. 

Ivy is so awesome! She used to come in just as a simple but quite complicated sec 2 girl... Now, maybe taking after her leader.. She is small on the outside, but way mightier on the inside!! :D Seriously, dont judge a book by its cover. Some covers may not be fantastic, but when you begin to open it up, you'll be amazed!

While I was praying and asking God for a word yesterday for prayer meeting, 

James 2:26

As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead.

It is more than just having faith, you need to start moving!!!

Loving Mac,

wendy

summer days

Eli & Me
Cute people of E3

haha been a month since i last blogged...

Life have been quite busy! Busy-ing around with the rest of the peeps. haha

Pastors, Rinnah, Aunty Lilian and Uncle goh came back today! :) Was so happy to see them again though they have only been away for one week. Was with Pastors all the way and stayed overnight! It is such a privilege mann (: Here i am, sitting in the living room jotting all my thoughts down in random motion.


10 things thats happen during the last one month:
1) Pastor Joakim and family came over. Had a great time with them!

2) Pastor Joakim prayed for me and I had a vision that building leaders will be easy!

3) We are in the season of a Mac-volution.

4) Quek went into army and came out. He shared christ with his bunkmate and bunkmate was saved!!!

5) Busy preparing for something very important (heh-heh)

6) Revival sparked out in CCHM and JYSS
CCHM total - 9 people!
JYSS total - 16 people!

7) Vanessa han got a WHEE(?)

8) Cheryl Ng is in love with me :)

9) Chloe overcame her fear for cartoon turtles after kungfu panda! yay!

10) I caught Narnia twice but it was double-ly awesome

lovely

Just a few moments before I fall asleep... Just wanna blog down some of the thoughts I have.

Spent some time with God just a while ago, though I am physically very tired, I just felt so lifted up in the Spirit. Sang the song, " Here in my life". If you ask me whats the song that holds dear in my heart, this song says it all. During these few weeks, God is bringing me to a newer level and I am finding myself even more in love with the things that I am doing.

Its really quite sometime since I led someone to Christ. I just did last weekend! :) The sweet victory. The joy you get knowing the person is going to Heaven empowers me! Seeing how zihao took the first step of faith in joining us for worship session made my heart cry out for more of God's presence to come down so that he'll also experience God. Seeing the young in faith, closing their eyes, unsure of whats going on but having faith that God hears and God knows... It gives me a warm and fuzzy feeling in my heart. It always does.

I really dont want to sleep and rest now but i have to!! ughhh. On a brighter note, this weekend is RED RAIN CONCERT 2008! tickets are running out! Grab yours today! :)

wendy

hiiiiii

Replying tags :)

vanessa han- ha ha you are so funny all the time!
su shian - Hihi! It was great to get to know you more! :)
ivan - ivan! hahaha yeaaaa stevie wendy
zoe - no problem! you are important to us :)
lisa - lisa lisa laksa! hmmmm im hungry
weijie - your wish is my command! yes sir
cheryl chan hm- yea man! bring back the radical-ness!!!
maril - same same!
nicholas tan - haha hi nich!!
wayne - YEA!
chew - hahah SAME!

my day on the highway

REDRAIN IS COMING! I CANT WAIT!


Woke up in the morning and read TIME magazine on the world's top 100 most influential people. I was so blown away... One thing that Stevie Wonder wrote about Mariah Carey was this.. " Mariah Carey didnt break all those sales records just because she's beautiful. She has perseverance and consistency. You need the two: the ability to keep going and the ability to keep doing the right thing." Whoa... Simple words but so true.

Monday was fun. Went to East Coast park with Sammmmm, Weiling and fedora! haha it was plain PERSEVERANCE man!

Pastors flew off yesterday morning. My life seems abit empty without my Pastors and my ZL. Garrett! We will SURPRISE you when you are back!! muahahh

Was in the office yesterday with Darren Liane Jiaxin and Leonard... Then went to catch supper at the usual Dim Sum place. Haha crossed the road after that and ate Durian! We ate Durian with TONS of juice. hahha in the midst of enjoying the yellow fruit. Noel said sometime really funny. " Eh, do you know that geylang is going to be the next CBD." The rest of us were like "HUH!". haha we shall wait and see.

Till then, exams are nearly over for the sec school people! yay!! Welcome back to life! :)

good day

haha long time since i sat down, gathered my thoughts and translate it into a blog entry :)

Got a call from NTU today and i have to go down for interview at 10am at the eng lit department meaning i didnt get my first choice mann :(

Oh well, on the brighter note I am in rinnah's room watching her sleep. She is so sweet :)

thats all for now... I am so determined to set some spiritual disciplines in my life. It has been so good and refreshing.

Zealous

Attack. Do something.

Know your position, assured of your power and clear of your purpose.

Heart of God church 2.0, i am so excited about it! Seeing how things are really growing to a level of excellence, moving on to system and processes and training, growing to love at a God level.. whooo everybody is moving on to their 2.0! One thing i also observed vividly when we launch forth to the next level all the time,when the people are sift into two groups. Firstly, the ones that really brokethrough with the flow and secondly, those that are left behind. Lay aside your stone.

Do something!!!

Zeal for Your house have eaten Me up

Loyalty comes before love

After these few months hanging around more with Pastors and the leaders and staff, I discovered one thing that binds us all together. LOYALTY

Loyal to God
Loyal to the man and woman of God
Loyal to our sheperds.

Its more than just love, its loyalty.
Loyalty comes before love.
Loyalty guarantees love, but love does not guarantee loyalty.

I am loyal to that one Man that saved me and the people who is following Him.

HOGC 2.0, EZONE 2.0, Wendy 2.0 :)

March Much

Just got back from E zone's chalet today... Tired but very very happy
Did the funniest and craziest things together with Ezoners!
I had such a great time at the chalet, just spending time with people, getting to know some people more, the late night talks and the wonderful worship session we had together in the wee hours of the morning.

The presence was sweet.
Without that session with God, the chalet would likely be just another adventure camp.

Spent the whole tuesday with han and she stayed over my house that night.
Watched August Rush with the E3 leaders! The movie was beautiful, the music was incredible and Freddie Highmore makes a great child actor. Please catch it if you have not ;)

Im really loving every part of my life now.. and im serious that this is gonna be what I really want to do for the next few years till God speaks to me the next time.

Having problems come up left right front back but yet there is so much drive to want to win it over. This is it, and I am loving what I am doing.

Sometimes, I see people being so self-consumed in their own world, refusing to step out of their comfort zone and fighting for what they really want. That at the end, they missed out on life and their dreams in Him. We are not living for the world, it is not just for the next 70 years, we are talking about the eternity.

attack and defend

ATTACK IT!

Some people spend their whole life talking how their problems, getting frustrated and faithless about them yet not knowing their power and ability to say 'problem get away!! you shall not stop me'.

ha ha had a great time today just spending time with the CGs, hanging out with people... They are always so amusing! People like cheryl, liyue ( who always nonsense with me), zhang's coolness, hubert's want to laugh yet dont want to laugh face, bryce's arm chio...

Building people, brick by brick, one at a time. Tedious.. but im loving it :)

loving life

Met up with melisa yesterday, though it was just a very short meeting just sitting at the alfresco talking about her life, family, her dreams and visions... I just felt so good after that! There was so much of a childlike-ness in mel and vanessa... haha its hard to put it down in words. Its just like what you see is what you get. They are the 'at your face' people. For some people, you spend the whole time talking to them, yet still cant really figure out what they really think and feel..

Mel's 'huh? -giggles' and Vanessa's 'wendyyy...i need to tell you something'.. funny!

Just cant wait for the two of them to rise up, to lead people, become future CGLs, keyboardist for God..

Back to me... I translated my life into 5 thoughts..

5 things why i love my life:



To have a privilege to serve and be around two of the most important people in my life. Being able to know pastors and their family, not just knowing them off the pulpit but seeing how they work, how they love people, how every person matters to them, how it breaks their heart when people decides to just leave, their humility and selflessness.

Being on staff, hanging out with the most happening bunch of people. Those times when we just start dreaming about the future and breakthrough-ing together. Having fun, loving work, making things happen, running events, loving each other with the love of food, sharing buddy meals, late nights of nonsense and sooo much more. Nothing beats it ;)

Being part of Ezone! My leader that I would always look up to who never fails to amaze me when he works. Seeing people's lives get changed by God, people going no where right in life find something to live their entire life for. When people cry out 'where is the love', we are able to say ' here is the Love'.

Men and women of God. Leaders that said a NO to that I from the start. Being around people that pushes me to hunger for God and love people more. Lynette's strength,Fifi's wisdom, Samantha's faithfulness, Jianming's ' I will make it happen' attitude, Dominic's creativity, Pam ' I will do it no matter what', Joanne's hunger for God, Ivan's faith, Weijie's hardworking-ness, Roy's competency...



And of course, my new found best friend in my family! Michelle NEO :) Used to feel shes very different and never thought it was easy living and relating to her. Things are different now! :) We're both driven to love our parents more and praying that our God, will become the Head of the household!


oh yes! one last thing! End times bible study is coming! haha i missed the last one back at Henderson, looking forward to this! Its gonna be revelations after revelations... The book of revelations wouldnt look so foreign any more!

More of You and less of me

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet
But at Your word Lord
I'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep
And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds the
Way to freedom truth of Jesus
Brought from death into this life
And I remember how You saw me
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the price was Your beloved for me
Still You made a way

In You, I find my freedom.
Daddy, I want You

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I am fully convinced I should continue my blogging habits that I abandoned ten thousand years ago.

So yeah, stay tuned for more! :)