Wednesday, 30 April 2008

good day

haha long time since i sat down, gathered my thoughts and translate it into a blog entry :)

Got a call from NTU today and i have to go down for interview at 10am at the eng lit department meaning i didnt get my first choice mann :(

Oh well, on the brighter note I am in rinnah's room watching her sleep. She is so sweet :)

thats all for now... I am so determined to set some spiritual disciplines in my life. It has been so good and refreshing.

Monday, 31 March 2008

Zealous

Attack. Do something.

Know your position, assured of your power and clear of your purpose.

Heart of God church 2.0, i am so excited about it! Seeing how things are really growing to a level of excellence, moving on to system and processes and training, growing to love at a God level.. whooo everybody is moving on to their 2.0! One thing i also observed vividly when we launch forth to the next level all the time,when the people are sift into two groups. Firstly, the ones that really brokethrough with the flow and secondly, those that are left behind. Lay aside your stone.

Do something!!!

Zeal for Your house have eaten Me up

Sunday, 23 March 2008

Loyalty comes before love

After these few months hanging around more with Pastors and the leaders and staff, I discovered one thing that binds us all together. LOYALTY

Loyal to God
Loyal to the man and woman of God
Loyal to our sheperds.

Its more than just love, its loyalty.
Loyalty comes before love.
Loyalty guarantees love, but love does not guarantee loyalty.

I am loyal to that one Man that saved me and the people who is following Him.

HOGC 2.0, EZONE 2.0, Wendy 2.0 :)

Thursday, 13 March 2008

March Much

Just got back from E zone's chalet today... Tired but very very happy
Did the funniest and craziest things together with Ezoners!
I had such a great time at the chalet, just spending time with people, getting to know some people more, the late night talks and the wonderful worship session we had together in the wee hours of the morning.

The presence was sweet.
Without that session with God, the chalet would likely be just another adventure camp.

Spent the whole tuesday with han and she stayed over my house that night.
Watched August Rush with the E3 leaders! The movie was beautiful, the music was incredible and Freddie Highmore makes a great child actor. Please catch it if you have not ;)

Im really loving every part of my life now.. and im serious that this is gonna be what I really want to do for the next few years till God speaks to me the next time.

Having problems come up left right front back but yet there is so much drive to want to win it over. This is it, and I am loving what I am doing.

Sometimes, I see people being so self-consumed in their own world, refusing to step out of their comfort zone and fighting for what they really want. That at the end, they missed out on life and their dreams in Him. We are not living for the world, it is not just for the next 70 years, we are talking about the eternity.

Sunday, 24 February 2008

attack and defend

ATTACK IT!

Some people spend their whole life talking how their problems, getting frustrated and faithless about them yet not knowing their power and ability to say 'problem get away!! you shall not stop me'.

ha ha had a great time today just spending time with the CGs, hanging out with people... They are always so amusing! People like cheryl, liyue ( who always nonsense with me), zhang's coolness, hubert's want to laugh yet dont want to laugh face, bryce's arm chio...

Building people, brick by brick, one at a time. Tedious.. but im loving it :)

Wednesday, 20 February 2008

loving life

Met up with melisa yesterday, though it was just a very short meeting just sitting at the alfresco talking about her life, family, her dreams and visions... I just felt so good after that! There was so much of a childlike-ness in mel and vanessa... haha its hard to put it down in words. Its just like what you see is what you get. They are the 'at your face' people. For some people, you spend the whole time talking to them, yet still cant really figure out what they really think and feel..

Mel's 'huh? -giggles' and Vanessa's 'wendyyy...i need to tell you something'.. funny!

Just cant wait for the two of them to rise up, to lead people, become future CGLs, keyboardist for God..

Back to me... I translated my life into 5 thoughts..

5 things why i love my life:




To have a privilege to serve and be around two of the most important people in my life. Being able to know pastors and their family, not just knowing them off the pulpit but seeing how they work, how they love people, how every person matters to them, how it breaks their heart when people decides to just leave, their humility and selflessness.

Being on staff, hanging out with the most happening bunch of people. Those times when we just start dreaming about the future and breakthrough-ing together. Having fun, loving work, making things happen, running events, loving each other with the love of food, sharing buddy meals, late nights of nonsense and sooo much more. Nothing beats it ;)

Being part of Ezone! My leader that I would always look up to who never fails to amaze me when he works. Seeing people's lives get changed by God, people going no where right in life find something to live their entire life for. When people cry out 'where is the love', we are able to say ' here is the Love'.

Men and women of God. Leaders that said a NO to that I from the start. Being around people that pushes me to hunger for God and love people more. Lynette's strength,Fifi's wisdom, Samantha's faithfulness, Jianming's ' I will make it happen' attitude, Dominic's creativity, Pam ' I will do it no matter what', Joanne's hunger for God, Ivan's faith, Weijie's hardworking-ness, Roy's competency...



And of course, my new found best friend in my family! Michelle NEO :) Used to feel shes very different and never thought it was easy living and relating to her. Things are different now! :) We're both driven to love our parents more and praying that our God, will become the Head of the household!


oh yes! one last thing! End times bible study is coming! haha i missed the last one back at Henderson, looking forward to this! Its gonna be revelations after revelations... The book of revelations wouldnt look so foreign any more!



Wednesday, 30 January 2008

More of You and less of me

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet
But at Your word Lord
I'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep
And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds the
Way to freedom truth of Jesus
Brought from death into this life
And I remember how You saw me
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the price was Your beloved for me
Still You made a way

In You, I find my freedom.
Daddy, I want You