Called out to be different

2010-11-02T21:27:00.001-07:00

i am back to blogging!! :)

Hello friends! :D

:)

2009-11-03T07:14:00.001-08:00

hello world!! (:

this is my home

2009-09-17T16:39:00.000-07:00

It was such a surreal feeling to have Pastors back with us... (: Now, we can really call church our home because our parents are back! Family is complete once again! (:

Pastors are just so amazing.. Thought they only came back at 2am and prolly reached home by 3am and unpacked by 4am.. Pastor How's first meeting is at 12pm today!!! Talk about hardwork and sacrifice...

So, here I am, a faithful follower have decided to station myself in the group study room right outside my lecture room... Penning down some of my thoughts for a lazy friday morning..

Well... I dont really have anything arty farty to say, but life has just been so amazing... (:

The bunch of E2 people are so amazing... People like Eli, Lulu, Yvonne, Derrick, Kianlong, Jeremy, Yongsing, Vanessa, Yankui and the rest... Love hanging out with them and hunting down good food in SG! PICNIC @ BOTANIC GARDENS THIS COMING MONDAY! We're meeting at 1pm @ Orchard Station. Be there or be square!

never

2009-09-15T11:10:00.001-07:00

never say never

Cozy

2009-09-14T23:03:00.001-07:00

HOGC 10th Anniversary

2009-08-24T08:53:00.000-07:00

HOGC 10th Anniversary

10 years of building, re-building, sacrifices, hardwork, joy, laughter, breakthroughs and miracles. All these will be concised into a 3-hr service at HOGC @ PayaLebar Singpost. Come celebrate this joyous time with us! If you have been here with us, we really hope to see you. If you have never visited HOGC, do join us as well! Your presence will mean alot to us! Any and everyone is welcome.

PS - Please bring along some tissues as well. Its definitely gonna be a tissue-Saturday service.

Saturday, 29th August 5-8pm!

Be there or be square.

an 830am class

2009-08-20T19:58:00.000-07:00

in class now...

Having career skills lesson now.. Prof is quite cool. He has a whole wealth of experience in the workplace.. hahaha and he gives me the vibes that he believes in God! hahahas

Interesting question he posed to the class :

What would you be willing to do that people need not pay you for it?

Whats yours? :)

its just the beginning

2009-08-18T01:07:00.001-07:00

whoaa... I finally managed to put my fingers on the keyboard and rattle out some thoughts thats been on my mind lately...

Well, one thing thats leaving a bittersweet feeling in me was the end of Bible School. Happy that i've graduated... Sad in the way that I am gonna miss starting the day praying and learning God's word. Im so gonna miss seeing sam darren and frank every morning. :( Miss the times we'll spend praying for each other.. Chionging assigments... Preparing for that 10 sermon outlines!! hahahha

Had a great supper/breakfast with Garrett and Jamie on Sun! man... It really churned out so muchh thoughts, excitement in me! Seriously, I do have a desire to learn how to preach in Chinese.. Just v intrigued by the language maybe cause of bible school. hahahs. We are really so different from many out there. Lets continue to be the very driven and motivated church. To persist, know your mission! Know where youre destination is.. Then your race wouldnt seem so tough and mundance.. Its never too late to start working on your dreams.. (:

Loving every bit of my life... (: Love yours too!

honour privilege

2009-07-27T08:06:00.000-07:00

10 years of sowing, 10 years of ploughing... 10 years of hardwork, love and persistent.

A story that really inspired me...

Was born in a log cabin to illiterate parents

Had no formal education

Had no positive role models

Lost his mother at age 9

Failed in business at age 22

Was defeated in an attempt to become a legislator at age 23

Went bankrupt again in business at age 25

Overcame the death of his companion at age 26

Was overcome with depression at age 32

Ran for congress and was defeated at age 37

Failed in an effort to become vice president at age 47

Lost a senatorial race at age 49

Was elected the 16th President of the United States at age 51

This man was Abraham Lincoln, one of the most respected US presidents that ever lived.

Every time you fail and think it is the end of the world, think of Abraham Lincoln.

Abba, Father

2009-07-20T02:52:00.001-07:00

a sudden drive to doodle something on my dear blog...

Great is Your love Abba Father
You’re my salvation from above
Jesus, You’re more than I deserve
Your love rescued me

Humbly You came into this world
Laid down Your life and chose to serve
Just as I am without one plea
Your love rescued me

You are my Saviour
My great Redeemer
And by Your blood now I can be free
You are my Saviour
My loving Father
For all eternity
Worship Your Majesty

Today at bible school, Pastor Kong shared about lil Dayan and how it hurts him when lil Dayan is sick and sore from rashes and the 37 allergies that he suffers from. Later, he shared that that is exactly how important we are to God.

Every hurt, He feels

Every cry, He hears

He is my Father,

to whom I depend on

He is my Lord,

to whom I will trust

He guides me in the darkest tunnel

and leads me out of the deepest sea

He is my God

My everything

I was so overwhelmed by His love today. Just kept tearing and tearing. Sometimes, we get so caught by in doing His work, running his ministries that we forget that God's ultimate desire is for us to come close to Him and to see Him as our Father. To call someone Abba Father, it really means that you regard that person as someone you are in full trust of. Knowing that He will not leave you nor forsake you. I prayed that same prayer, that I want to know Him not just as my God but my Abba Father. His love and presence just came to be so strongly... I was like a little girl running back to the arms of Daddy! The feeling was so unforgettable!

Just gonna end with this note... (: Good night world!

blogging on the momentum

2009-07-15T06:00:00.000-07:00

hello!

Just came back from dinner with Mom and Sister at AMK! (: Dinner was gooood...

hahah this is so strange... those people that i spend the most time with are nearly 5-6 years younger than me!! hahah but their really the most awesome people to hang out with... Hahha love hanging out at the heartland of Tampines with Zolaine, Mandy, Peggy, Isabel, Lexuan they all! (:

Yesterday's leaders meeting was mind-blowing... Felt just so encouraged to put my hands in the plough... Love Teach Pray Minister Train... Waiting to see the visible coming to past! E2 will continue to grow! E30 will continue to grow! (: Cant wait for CG tomorrow and friday! (:

Gonna come out with a plan for the CGs.. Plan Pray and Work = Success!

On the other hand, this two weeks have been quite cool... Got into contact with my MI friends.. Namely Matt, Joe and Bob! With the company of Xinjie and Had... They are really cool people! Though they crap alot and drives super recklessly!!! They are great companies man! (: Friends foreverzzzxxx! (hahahha)

Life is goood

2009-07-14T01:56:00.000-07:00

hello world! :)

Its been ages since i updated anything over here...

Last weekend has been still so surreal to me... God has been so good to us. Indeed, whatever that we sow, it will definately reap. :)

Life is goood... E2 brokethrough 14 and E3 brokethrough 11! These are the people that made it happen! (:

2009-06-18T15:36:00.000-07:00

This is my home.

Heart of God church is my Ramah.

Going to malacca from today till monday afternoon... Gonna miss church this weekend man... Ughhh...

2000

2009-06-05T20:00:00.001-07:00

Serving God is not a feeling, it is by character.

A commitment.

You are special (:

2009-05-30T11:34:00.001-07:00

THE WEMMICKS

The Wemmicks were small wooden people. Each of the wooden people was carved by a woodworker named Eli. His workshop sat on a hill overlooking their village.

Every Wemmick was different. Some had big noses, others had large eyes. Some were tall and others were short. Some wore hats, others wore coats. But all were made by the same carver and all lived in the village.

And all day, every day, the Wemmicks did the same thing They gave each other stickers. Each Wemmick had a box of golden star stickers and a box of gray dot stickers. Up and down the streets all over the city, people could be seen sticking stars or dots on one another.

The pretty ones, those with smooth wood and fine paint, always got stars. But if the wood was rough or the paint chipped, the Wemmicks gave dots.

The talented ones got stars, too. Some could lift big sticks high above their heads or jump over tall boxes. Still others knew big words or could sing very pretty songs.

Everyone gave them stars. Some Wemmicks had stars all over them! Every time they got a star it made them feel so good that they did something else and got another star.

Others, though, could do little. They got dots. Punchinello was one of these. He tried to jump high like the others, but he always fell. And when he fell, the others would gather around and give him dots. Sometimes when he fell, it would scar his wood, so the people would give him more dots. He would try to explain why he fell and say something silly, and the Wemmicks would give him more dots.

After a while he had so many dots that he didn't want to go outside. He was afraid he would do something dumb such as forget his hat or step in the water, and then people would give him another dot. In fact, he had so many gray dots that some people would come up and give him one without reason.

"He deserves lots of dots," the wooden people would agree with one another. "He's not a good wooden person." After a while Punchinello believed them.

"I'm not a good Wemmick," he would say. The few times he went outside, he hung around other Wemmicks who had a lot of dots. He felt better around them.

One day he met a Wemmick who was unlike any he'd ever met. She had no dots or stars. She was just wooden. Her name was Lulia. It wasn't that people didn't try to give her stickers; it's just that the stickers didn't stick.

Some admired Lulia for having no dots, so they would run up and give her a star. But it would fall off. Some would look down on her for having no stars, so they would give her a dot. But it wouldn't stay either.

'That's the way I want to be, 'thought Punchinello. 'I don't want anyone's marks.' So he asked the stickerless Wemmick how she did it.

"It's easy," Lulia replied. "every day I go see Eli."

"Eli?"

"Yes, Eli. The woodcarver. I sit in the workshop with him."

"Why?"

"Why don't you find out for yourself? Go up the hill. He's there."

And with that the Wemmick with no marks turned and skipped away. "But he won't want to see me!" Punchinello cried out. Lulia didn't hear. So Punchinello went home. He sat near a window and watched the wooden people as they scurried around giving each other stars and dots. "It's not right," he muttered to himself. And he resolved to go see Eli.

He walked up the narrow path to the top of the hill and stepped into the big shop. His wooden eyes widened at the size of everything. The stool was as tall as he was. He had to stretch on his tiptoes to see the top of the workbench. A hammer was as long as his arm. Punchinello swallowed hard. "I'm not staying here!" and he turned to leave. Then he heard his name.

"Punchinello?" The voice was deep and strong. Punchinello stopped. "Punchinello! How good to see you. Come and let me have a look at you." Punchinello turned slowly and looked at the large bearded craftsman.

"You know my name?" the little Wemmick asked.

"Of course I do. I made you." Eli stooped down and picked him up and set him on the bench.

Hmm," the maker spoke thoughtfully as he inspected the gray circles. "Looks like you've been given some bad marks."

"I didn't mean to, Eli. I really tried hard."

"Oh, you don't have to defend yourself to me, child. I don't care what the other Wemmicks think."

"You don't?"

"No, and you shouldn't either. Who are they to give stars or dots? They're Wemmicks just like you. What they think doesn't matter, Punchinello. All that matters is what I think. And I think you are pretty special."

Punchinello laughed.

"Me, special? Why? I can't walk fast. I can't jump. My paint is peeling. Why do I matter to you?"

Eli looked at Punchinello, put his hands on those small wooden shoulders, and spoke very slowly. "Because you're mine. That's why you matter to me."

Punchinello had never had anyone look at him like this-much less his maker. He didn't know what to say.

"Every day I've been hoping you'd come," Eli explained.

"I came because I met someone who had no marks."

"I know. She told me about you."

"Why don't the stickers stay on her?"

"Because she has decided that what I think is more important than what they think. The stickers only stick if you let them."

"What?"

"The stickers only stick if they matter to you.”

"I'm not sure I understand."

"You will, but it will take time. You've got a lot of marks. For now, just come to see me every day and let me remind you how much I care."

Eli lifted Punchinello off the bench and set him on the ground.

"Remember," Eli said as the Wemmick walked out the door. "you are special because I made you. And I don't make mistakes."

Punchinello didn't stop, but in his heart he thought, "I think he really means it." And when he did, a dot fell to the ground.

teammmmm

2009-03-25T05:46:00.000-07:00

teamTeamTEAM...

Do you know that the word 'together' appeared 419 times in the bible!

God sure does have a lot to say about teamwork...

Lets rise up to be God's dream team! (:

Love.Connect.Growth! <3

go bye monday blues!

2009-03-23T21:35:00.000-07:00

Had a GREAT day yesterday! (:

Though it was quite a crappy morning cos Prof postponed our presentation till next week meaning we chionged on Sunday night for nothing.... The rest of the day was pretty awesome!

You know when school really sucks the life out of you... It is always so great to see church people in school! Met shuyi, bong and weili for lunch... While walking down a slope.. I saw daniel! and then i was walking out of school... I saw kel, glenn and yilun's computer! hahaha so cool... Love been able to see church people in school! God is good!

After that, went over to Cathay to meet Jamie! haha it was awesome (: Shes really someone with loads of buzz and warmth overflowing out of her! So much to work together with her and learn! Garrett and Maryse came along after that... We really crapped alot together.. hahaha

Went down to Yishun after that to meet E2... hahaha it was really good fellowship man! Did everything together... Played some finger number game... Laughed alot... Got entertained by Jeremy Chan alot and Yongkok has a tempora

ry christian name --- JEREMIAH! hahah cool right?

The girls of E2 :)

Also, we caught a movie with Sam, Shermaine, Fedora, Weijie, Nick, Xing, Bernard after that... Oh man.. The legend of Chun Li is really quite bad... Was too tired and just decided to get some sleep and forego the movie.. hahaha.... too tired...

So that was my exciting monday! (:

2009-03-12T23:08:00.000-07:00

Trying to stay awake and alive in financial accounting class... ZzzzZzzzzzz....

10 things that happened the last few weeks..

1. Pastors and Rinnah left for Gold Coast (but they are coming back today!! :D)

2. I got my driving license and drove darren's vios to blk 85

3. Was impacted by what Charleston shared during pastoral meeting... Sometimes we just gotta put our hands through the plough and God will move...

4. Sister got attached and she plans to marry her boyfriend (!!)

5. Dreamt of dad last week.. the dream was soo real man..

6. Sam became my driving instructor to prepare me for driving test the following day... Stayed over my house and sent me to driving school early in the morning.. Thank God for great friends!

7. Ate the best bar chow meeee :D

8. Went to the gym with Kesia, Peckhoon, Jolie, Xinyi... haha great great time!

9. Had tons tons tons of project work this week.... It was crazy!

10. Looking forward to Saturday! I miss Pastor how's preaching.. ahhh

okay... Im just being quite lazy to write in prose form.. So here you go! (:

2009-03-03T17:14:00.000-08:00

Victory Over Adversity

Alice Smith

"Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us" (Rom. 8:37)

Once there was a farmer whose old mule accidentally fell into the farmer's dry well. The farmer heard the mule braying (or whatever mules do when they fall into dry wells). After carefully assessing the situation, the farmer sympathized with the mule but decided that neither the mule nor the dry well was worth saving.

Instead, he called his neighbors together and told them what had happened and enlisted them to help haul dirt to bury the old mule in the well and put him out of his misery.

At first the mule was hysterical. But as the farmer and his neighbors continued to shovel the dirt into the well, a thought struck the mule. It suddenly dawned on him that every time a shovel of dirt landed on his back he should shake it off and step up! This he did, blow after blow.

"Shake it off and step up ... shake it off and step up ... shake it off and step up," he repeated to encourage himself. No matter how painful the blows or distressing the situation, the old mule fought off his panic and just kept right on shaking off the dirt and stepping up.

You're probably ahead of the story by now. It wasn't long before the old mule, battered and exhausted, stepped triumphantly over the wall of the well. What was intended to bury him had actually buoyed him—all because of the manner in which he handled his adversity!

All of us are going to face life's hardships. When we do, we can either cave in or we can climb out. We can either submit to anxiety—which is to call into question the integrity of our God—or we can face our problems positively and refuse to give in to panic, worry or self-pity. Life's adversities, rather than burying us, will actually serve to benefit us!

Within the burden you now carry lies the seeds to your kingdom destiny. The greater the burden, the greater is the potential for your kingdom purpose to be fulfilled.

I know it's hard to face the painful situation you are in without seeing yourself bruised and buried. However, if you are willing to step over the pain and step up to new levels of victory, then you are on your way to the fulfillment of your destiny in Christ. It is in carrying your burdens that you will find your destiny.

If you never press into the throne of God in prayer to address your greatest pain, then you will live an unfulfilled life. Sadly, many Christians are running from their burdens. God, however, is not asking us to run from them but to shake them off and step up each time the blows of life come. He's asking us to wrestle victory out of defeat and to allow the problems of life to become our stepping-stones rather than stumbling blocks.

The apostle Paul was certainly troubled with bad days. He once said, "When we came to Macedonia, our bodies had no rest, but we were troubled on every side. Outside were conflicts, inside were fears" (2 Cor. 7:5). Wow! Paul was familiar with life's problems. This godly man was troubled and fearful. In fact, at one point it seemed that all of Asia had turned against Paul. He wrote, "the more abundantly I love you, the less I am loved" (2 Cor. 12:15).

To be sure, our troubles and burdens are nothing compared to what Paul endured. But Paul never gave in to his feelings of despair and temptations. He expressed his pain but pressed on beyond it. In his most difficult time he testified, "I am filled with comfort. I am exceedingly joyful in all our tribulation" (2 Cor. 7:4). And he continued by saying, "God ... comforts the downcast" (v. 6). Perhaps one reason that Paul was speaking was to exhort himself to do the right thing.

Although your burdens may seem at times as if they will bury you, they could forge the path for your greatest victory. Your adversity is your opportunity to shake it off and step up. As you do, you will eventually step out of the grave of despair just like the old mule did. And better still, you will step into the realization of your kingdom destiny.

2009-02-17T02:25:00.000-08:00

Together in this place of worship
Your greatness we proclaim
We stand as one in giving You
All glory and acclaimTo You our hearts are open
To You our hands we raise
Come take the place of honour in our lives

Emmanuel
Our God is with us
Prince of Peace Mighty One
The Ever-living God

See the praises of our Saviour
Rise to open skies
With the dawning of redemption
Your glory will arise
For You alone are worthy
Here in Zion you are praised
Our Lord and King forever
You will reign

there is none like You

2009-02-12T01:04:00.000-08:00

There is none like You

No one else could touch my heart like You do

I could search for all eternity long and find

there is none like You

Your mercy flows like a river wide

and healing comes from Your hands

suffering children are safe in Your arms

There is none like you

sigh...

2009-02-04T19:38:00.000-08:00

Came across some statistics on Christianity... It is so disheartening...

http://www.opendoorsusa.org/content/view/432/

I thank God I have the freedom to worship and serve Him... If you think that your persecution is big, take a look at how bad it is among the other countries like North Korea... Its not so bad after all.

2009200920092009

2009-01-26T09:27:00.000-08:00

Red cliff was awesome! Though we (vanessa, wendy, eli, nich, kianleng, leonard, kinoon) were sitting at the first row... The show made all the pain on our neck worth it all! Takeshi was fantastic... Tony Leung was great! I love war epic movies... You just get so excited and pushed to fight for something big... These people are fighting for their countries... For the lives of many innocence in their land... Fight to decide the destiny of the younger generations... They are fighting for something BIG. This 2009, make a difference, live an extraordinary life!

On a side note....

5 things to set right this 2009 and counting! (Not in order of importance)

1) Spending time with my new study bible... BRP BRP! Be faster and not just on par (:

2) Be able to do 5 follow ups per week

3) Love school, go to school unless a need to p*n arise. Be on time for school!

4) Constantly incubating friends in school, I^3!

4) Pay attention during lectures and not facebook too much

5) GP! Get into God's perspective all the time... Wisdom and anointing!

Fruitful, harvest-ful, meaningful, bountiful, beautiful and thankful 2009 (:

I hope it will be the same for you as well... Grow big on the inside, grow whatever things that is place on our hands big, grow big in our sight! Hindsight, Insights and Foresights this year! (:

Have a blessed CNY and 2009 friends!

missing dad very much...

updates

2009-01-14T23:51:00.000-08:00

back to school this week!

This is the most exciting lecture for the day... ha ha the first st nicks friend (Yingxuan aka chenji) that is in the same lecture group as me... - reminiscing the past- She insist that i must talk more about her. So i shall embark on old school story telling! Well, we used to spend loads of time together along with the other folks... ha ha if you want Kbox... Her place is the best place to sing your heart and lungs out. I remember once, we chanced upon 30 over empty packets of cuttlefish under her desk! ewwwwwww..... ha ha Oh... her house is a mini island. Its surrounded by a pond will many many fat kois... hahaha I used to stand at the window and stare at the fishes and pondered if its ever possible to jump into the pond and do a few laps.

ha ha i am happy (:

Anyway, the lecturer is really really really boring.. He is as boring as his slides.. So i did a mini revamp to his slides.. Changed all the background colour to pink! hahahhaha by now, you know how destructive school does to my mental health.

If some you faithful readers of this blog, just wanna update you about how things are at home.. Mom has been fine.. Sister has been alright. Well, if you ask me how I feel about everything... I would say... I cant really think of an emotion to feel. But one thing that I know... is that... It is a very significant battle for me... I will fight and win it! Just really wanna thank everyone who were there for me during the last week...

Pastors - Your calls and smses really touched me... You are really my spiritual parents! Pst, if you are seeing this post, i just wanna say that I really love both of you very much! You guys mean the world to me!

Garrett - thank you for being there almost immediately after my dad was gone... Despite your busy sked... You came down everyday for the wake and just being there. Thank you for your prayers, your assurance and everything!

The zone - You guys are amazing! Thank you for the bear, cards, smses calls etc...

Friends - I must really talk about two person in my life... Joanne and Sam... They took turn to stay over at my house just to keep me company during the first few nights of the wake. I really reckoned... where else to find such great friends... Thank you God for blessing me with such great friends (: And for the rest of you, thank you for your SMSes, calls and tons of prayer... Love you guys

Taking grounds, overcoming battles!

I believe all things will come to good (:

wendy 2009

Still

2009-01-09T19:09:00.000-08:00

Hide me now, under Your wings.
Cover me within Your mighty hand.

When the oceans rise
and thunders roar.
I will soar with You, above the storm
Father You are king over the flood,
I will be still and know You are God.

Find rest my soul in Christ alone,
Know His power, in quietness and trust.

I will be still and know You are My God

2009-01-01T02:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!!!

WHOOHOOO!

whooohoo!

2008-12-30T17:34:00.000-08:00

10 hrs 25 mins 8 secs to 2009! Whoohooo!!! =)

The best place to be at at the last moments of 2008 is HOGC! Come on down and join us (: Theres food, games, DDR and everything you need to spend the night away hahaha

Happy advanced new year to you! Folks!

2008 was goooood (: It was pure goodness!

2008-12-27T17:44:00.000-08:00

hello world!

A belated merry christmas and an early happy new year! Hope you guys had a great christmas 2008 (:

2008 is going to be over in exactly 4 more days! 2008 was good but i know 2009 would be even more amazing!

hahha today will be the launch of our Yishun Satellite church! whoohooo! I was just chatting with Sokmin online a few nights ago and she was asking me how she can give money to help out for the Yishun Stat Church... Then we were talking about how its gonna be so cool when all of us are gonna grow up and really carry the financial burden of the church. By then, we will have 10s and 20s of stat church all over Singapore and overseas! EXCITING!

Two nights ago, i was just praying and asking God for more guy leaders to rise up in E zone.. then I started to write out what I see some of the people doing in the 4D and started to claim that it will come to pass.... Whoo it was good! I never really saw how significant it is to be able to impact lives... it is more than just the routine, more than just another follow up etc... When you impact a live, you impact a household and even a generation of people!

You are important to the team, hang in there!

HOHOHO

2008-12-23T11:06:00.000-08:00

hello world!

Its 3 am on Christmas Eve... This is the busiest year I ever had man!

The best feeling is to celebrate Christmas in church.. The house of God! -Jingle bells- hohoho

Come on down to join us! If you wanna REALLY celebrate Christmas, join us at our service!

Svc 1 - Wed, 130-330pm

Svc 2 - Wed, 5pm - 7pm

Svc 3 - Thursday, 3pm - 5pm

see you there mate! :)

2008-12-14T19:53:00.001-08:00

TAKE CHARGE

STEP IN

STEP UP

MAKE DECISIONS

MAKE THINGS HAPPEN

YOU ARE A LEADER! (:

whooooooooooooo

2008-11-30T21:09:00.000-08:00

My exams are finally over! (: whooohooo

'Its for freedom that Christ has set us free'... Freedommmmmm

Last night ended with a very different note... Cant put down how i felt in words now... If i try to, i can just say that I feel blissed and blessed to be where I am, doing what I do, living the life that I am living.

The end of 2008 is gonna be exciting! My resolution for this month is not to waste any minute of my time... Just gonna give my best in every single thing that I am doing! Growth, here i come!! (:

p.s: Pardon me for such 'loudness' in my post, I am trying to contain my feelings to words... Its difficult!

2008-11-19T11:18:00.000-08:00

Just felt like blogging now in the wee hours of the morning... haha I am at the airport now! No... am not flying anywhere!

Studying mugging studying mugging with weiling at the airport actually... haha weiling just KOed on the sofa while im here happily telling the whole world im studying whilst im busy blogging. Oh man... I am contradicting myself!

Anyhow, i was at Asia Conference 08 just now! It was so powerful... All the parotechnics ever could be used was used man! The interview with Jackneo was amazing... So simple but yet so real. Though it could not fully describe his encounters with God, hes half english half chinese expression process of relating to us made God seemed so real and near to us already. God is reaching people and touching lives through the market place as well! The next time you watch a Jack Neo's Film... Think and feel deeper for the message. It is more than just a plot.

Im going back to studying now... goodbye! (:

2008-11-14T19:17:00.000-08:00

Today is gonna be awesome!

I have this strange and unexplainable buzz in me! haha (: Excited for service with Pst How.. Seems like eons since I heard Psts preached man...

This week we are 1300, so close so close to 1400! It is gonna come to pass! (:

privilege

2008-11-13T09:46:00.000-08:00

I love my new blog skin! Its beautiful! (: haha displays the FEMININE side of me haha

Today's meeting with Garrett was simply awesome. So much so much that I learnt till and cant start or stop telling you about

One thing that i must say... It is really a privilege to be doing what I am doing today! I love my life

It is a privilege to be a daughter of God, a disciple and spiritual daughter to Pastors, a follower of Charleston and Garrett.

There is no other place I wanna be than here...

Guys, treasure and love what you have!
You are part of the biggest movement in history, the Jesus Movement.
You are part of the first 1000 of the great church now and for the many decades to come.

Treasure it, hold it, GUARD it with all your heart (:

loving life, winning souls
Wendy

The people that makes things happen in the zone (Maryse, Jiayang, Chloe, Garrett!)

E3, happening happening CG! haha our first CG in the tent I remember (:

The powerful CCHM girls for you!

Girls but not so girly after all (Me, Xinjie, Wendy)

We are so happy! I dont know why! haha I love them! Awesome awesome people

(top, Xinjie and furong (long hair), bottom, Wendy, Me and Gab)

first love

2008-11-09T12:53:00.001-08:00

This weekend was just totally mind blowing, life transforming, earth shaking...

1) Powerhouse morning prayer
2) Nick Vujicic's services
3) Pastor Kong's services

It was never-ending fresh manna that was pouring over Heart of God church this entire week! All thirst was quenched, all hunger was filled (:

It was 4.45am where i was lying on my bed and was unable to sleep.. A thought came into my mind to get up and spend some time praying... Thats exactly what I did and the presence of God filled my whole room.. It was sweet (:

Acts 2:25- 28
25 ‘ I foresaw the LORD always before my face,
For He is at my right hand, that I may not be shaken.
26 Therefore my heart rejoiced, and my tongue was glad;
Moreover my flesh also will rest in hope.
27 For You will not leave my soul in Hades,
Nor will You allow Your Holy One to see corruption.
28 You have made known to me the ways of life;
You will make me full of joy in Your presence.’

The broken-ness of heart,
the fullness of trust to Thee.

Your daughter,
Wendy

2008-11-05T19:38:00.000-08:00

this is great

I found myself being caught in the momentum of blogging nearly everyday!

Im in Academic Writing class now... haha my two favourite friends from SMU are sitting beside me (: You gotta meet the both of them... They are hilarious people.
hahah namely Zhen zhen and Cindy...

Just now, we had a 5 min break.. so i went to buy fried rice kueh.. Zhen Zhen saw it and wanted to buy it too. However, Prof was going to continue with class very very soon. So we literally dashed out of class.. crash through the heavy uni doors, went past the gantry and flew in to Koufu. The same speedy process repeated itself again! haha we got in just in time for the mini test today (which i didnt really study for... oh noo)

School is cool when you have friends.. You realize I am in the process of incubation (hint hint) =)

For those of you that still have school... My heart goes out to you as well! We are gonna enter into 2009 real soon! Hang in there dearest! (:

wendy

wow wow

2008-11-03T19:23:00.000-08:00

In the midst of lecture now..... Im falling asleep... haha

Anyway, was just reading jamie's blog.. She is just so poweful! She manage to get a stranger that she only knew for say a month or more saved! You gotta go read her blog to find out the full story... haha I might as well just copy and paste it down below for you guys (:

Excerpt from Jamie's post:
still very happy that the mango tango EV case is deemed 100% successful! :)
absolute joy to be the one leading him in the sinner's prayer..
awesome man, i love seeing people through from the day i meet them to the day of their salvation!
let's all pray he decides to quit his mango tango job downstairs & come to church to make mango tango instead! wooo! :)

Thats one life added to the kingdom of God! Its such a privilege given to us to be able to represent Christ in flesh and share the good news to people. Which means, your importances as a christian (an ambassador for Christ) is far better than being an ambassador for whatever nations!

Its so awesome to have such great friends in church with me... People like Garrett Charleston Ivan Fifi Lyn Sam Joanne Jamie Pammy Weiling Cheryl....etc. They are just friends that will be with you all the way! Encouraging and pumping faith in you... Like when Sam came back home from London, she immediately wanted to meet the leaders to find out how everyone was doing... Big heart for people. Lets really carry the heart for people!!

To tell someone about Jesus, you are making a big difference to someone's life! (:

Anyway, FINALLY, this week is here! ((: Im so excited about every every thing... Nick Vujicic... PASTOR KONG! If you are missing out on any of them... You are going to miss out so so much! If you are still thinking if you should be coming for all sessions, stop contemplating and come for all!! Its all gains for you (: Lets rock PAYA LEBAR SINGPOST the whole of this week!

Towards 1400,
wendy

hee hee

2008-10-30T06:16:00.000-07:00

Weiling and Wendy's Philosophy of Cooking

Rule no.1 : Eat already also wouldnt die, just cook!
Rule no.2 : Anyhow whack
Rule no.3 : Have faith! (:

Love God, Love People, Love Life, Love FOOD! (:

2008-10-20T00:11:00.000-07:00

Hello world!

In the midst of rushing projects and projects and projects...

I felt a stir in my heart to pen(type?) down my thoughts...blabber..feelings... etc

Last week was really a hectic week for me! Two mid terms test, 2 project deadlines and 1 essay to be done.. PHEW... Its not over!

This week is gonna be a packed packed week again. Sometimes, I really feel so limited by school and the heaps of project... In the midst of doing my projects, doing ppt, preparing presentation slides... I would be thinking, " what are the people doing?" "man, i just miss church!".

Then, I get a little EMO. haha yes EMO! Like now.... though today is monday, i have 2 project meetings later at 5pm onwards.... Ugh....

Guys, lets hang out again on monday nights after all my projects are complete! Miss it!!!

Anyway, Pastors and Rinnah are off to London one! Gonna miss them much much

Psalm 18:2
The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer;My God, my strength, in whom I will trust; My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

F1!

2008-09-23T19:00:00.000-07:00

FREE screening of F1 race at your own comfort, want to know more?
Its at Singapore Post Center Level 12, on this coming Sat and Sunday! :) Sat: 8pm

5 loaves and 2 fishes

2008-09-22T03:21:00.000-07:00

Found this in my sister's laptop... I never really saw it this way before

5 Loaves & 2 Fishes

little boy of thirteen

was on his way to school

He heard a crowd of people laughing

and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening

to the stories of one man

He spoke with such wisdom,

even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly

the day turned to night

Everyone was hungry

but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox

at the little that he had

He wasn't sure what good it'd do

there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus

the kindness in His smile

and the boy cried out

with the trust of a child

he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will I surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

to feed them all"

I often think about that boy

when I'm feeling small

and I worry that the work I do

means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry

is a diamond in His hands

and every door that slams in my face

I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have

Oh Lord, you can work miracles

All you need is my "Amen"

So Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears, my inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

I hope it's not too small

I trust in you

I trust in you

So Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears, my inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

no gift is too small

Just a little bit more... Just a little more faith.... Just a little more faith to trust Him

He gives the very best to those who leave the choice with Him

Trust Him.

Dream Dare DO

2008-09-05T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hi all!

My much awaited blog post is here! :)

The last few weeks of school have been great for me! I end my day feeling so much more accomplished than ever!

Having to go to school in the morning, spending time with churchies, going to church, spending time with my family. I cant think of any better life than this!

Had a great talk with the CGLs last sunday, mannnn I dont believe that Ezone is not going to grow. (oh no... I sound too manly everytime i try to put my excitment down in word). Nevertheless, breaking through 100 every week shall be easy.

Lets start to dream today... No price you need to pay to dream

What if every week the zone will be breaking through 120 people

What if every new friend that steps into our zone gets saved and accept Jesus into their life every week

What if by the end of this year.. there will be 10 CGLs in the zone and 20 TLs in the zone

Why not all our fathers and mothers will start to go to church with us

Why not our siblings will be going to church with us as well

Why not YOUR SCHOOL have a revival

Why not you rise up to be a pillar and a soldier of His's army

Why not you put away every baggage/Goliath/ Mountain/ askapfofsdsf in your life and start to LIVE LIFE

ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!

Dreaming away....

Wendy

sunday mornings

2008-08-12T20:48:00.000-07:00

haha been quite some time since i continued blogging.. haha

To sum up my life... Things have been awesome!

FOP

It was a blast... When worship just started.. I stared at the congregation and in my mind " its easy for Heart of God to be this.. It is easy man" then i quickly smsed the rest to dwell longer in seeing these people in the stadium.. We are gonna be like this! Seeing God's promises coming to pass day-by-day just kept me standing by waiting for another breakthrough. It is easy. Gaining favor with God and men, HOGC 2.0, spiritual adoption.. its all coming to pass. For the past year, we went BIG, we ACCELERATED, this has really been and will be OUR HOME. Ahhh this is exciting

CHC powerhouse

I was just taken aback by the amount of people that came for prayer meeting at 7AM on a MONDAY morning. Groups and groups of people just kept coming in.. The people came.. filled up the whole audi, then the balcony, the MPRs, the pre-school! When the people prayed... It was really like a spiritual war-ing thing. For some of us doing usher, more than just praying ourshelves.. we were just in awe of the church...

A few things about me:

1) School is starting next week! :0

2) 4 day school week -- Tuesday, Wed, Thurs, Friday. I have my fair share of sabbath! :D

3) Since school is starting.. I really really need to grow in capacity!!

4) Today is my sister's birthday... Havent got her anything. Shes 26 this year. Anyone has any suggestions?

5) My dad is getting my sis and I a Mazda to share.... I pray I get to drive it more often than once in a blue moon!

Ahhh... gtg now.. seeyou sooon

Fight!

2008-07-22T11:28:00.000-07:00

This few weeks, we have been fed with so much spiritual food by Pastors and the leaders! I cant find anywhere to start with and end with... But one thing that I will carry in my heart always is this....

Positive or Negative

Positive or negative. It's your choice.

The negative easily hijacks our focus.

It takes no effort at all to be negative.

The human nature veers towards the negative without any help at all.

If you want to grow weeds in your garden, do nothing with the garden.

It means removing weeds regularly.

Constant vigilance that keeps our minds and hearts free from the negatives.

Our minds are like soil.

Plant potatoes, reap potatoes.

Plant roses, reap roses.

Even if you are not a christian and you are reading this... Dont get me wrong! Being positive works in every area, seasons and timings of our lives. Dont let worries and fear steal your faith away! You can do all things! :)

hi hihi hihihi

2008-07-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

school is starting soon sooon! haha went for matriculation last week, tons and tons of process we need to go through. SMU being the outstanding uni from the rest... we have to do 80 hours work of community service!

haha I started driving lessons toooo.. Just finish my second lesson today... Have been waking up at 730am every other day to go for driving -yawnnnns- but its worth it! When i get my licence, things would be so much easier. Late nights supper, outings etc will never be a problem :) hahah plus plus, I can drive Pastors tooo! :)

After the restructure, things are so exciting!

AN EXAMPLE OF A REALLY CHA-PA-LUNG BLOG ENTRY:

We have E2, a rojak of people, its a super doooper loud CG. Girls like zelia, xinjie, elizabeth etc etc. Its crazy! hahaha E3, filled with girls clad in white uniforms, white school shoes, ALL with long hair other than Yifan! hahah it is crazy as welll.... Happy in a sense too! CCHM prayer meeting has 13 people coming! thats a full attendance! Prayer really moves mountains mann...

Then we have E30, Adri with all the rest of the guys. hahah zihao and yunwai.. Junzhou and Wenfong.. they are awesome man! Totally commited to the things of God. E31, the soft but mighty CG, will slightly weirdddd people like you know you know han, and you know you know koh.. Life will never be the same if you are in this CG! You will really become LIKE them haha At this moment, you realize im talking 20% truth, 80% nonsense. Its 2pm in the afternoon, with the heat of Singapore pouring on our rooftops, its quite hard to stay focus. Anyway, going on to the CGs, we have E5... girl power! The junyuan girls are onnnnn man! E50, small but very mighty, small but very funny! haah yups!!

till then.... :)

wendy

Your attitude is the aroma of your heart

2008-07-07T05:40:00.001-07:00

E3 peeps came! We caught Facing the Giants! If you have not caught it, PLEASE DO! Heres a trailer of it :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zciqppDGzGo

Coach Grant: Whats the purpose of this game?

Brooke: To win ball game

Coach Grant: Winning football game is too small thing to live for. We are not here to just to live make money and die.

Coach Grant: We need to give God our best in every area. If we win, we praise Him. If we lose we praise Him.

You do not lose heart, You do not lose fighting, You do not quit.

Awesomeeeee mannn

Just last week, Chung Cheng High Main had a total of 13 people! God is really moving in the schoooool :D I cant wait to start school as well. REVIVAL in SMU! :)

Pastor How preached about being spiritual. Having a mind like Christ. I was so blown away by it! Set our minds on things above. God reflects Himself to people through your character, your values and your stands in life. Its about your inside and insights. :) Its between you and God.

haha

2008-07-04T03:27:00.001-07:00

haha i am making it a habit to blog once every three days...

This week have been busy busy busy. i love life man! I think relationships shouldnt be just built on fun or being able to clique. My relationships with church peeps is more than that. We go through life together. We conquer life together. We talk about the future, our dreams and vision together. We talk about how church is going to be like, how our families are going to be like. Every conversation leaves me wanting to love life more! This is what relationships is about!

My church peeps!! :)

random-ness

2008-06-30T22:04:00.000-07:00

hello world!

Seemingly, you notice I dont really blog in a very regular fashion. Haha. sometimes I find it quite difficult to put all my thoughts and feelings down in a limited time and a limited space. So I found out the most effective way that works fantastically for me!

10 things thats on my mind right now

1) My Mac hung for the second time since i first purchased it!

2) Dreading to start school and contemplating if i should go for SMU's orientation

3) Bringing my mom and dad for AE weekend this week

4) I miss my grandma! :(

5) Excited for the new restructure. E2 is even more happening now! If you are from E2 and you are reading this! Seeyou tomorrow at Chomps2!

6) Seeing more leaders rise up in the new CGs. go go Grow!

7) Pst Josh Kelsey's blog is awesome! www.change.org.au go check it out! :) Click on Josh and Georgie's blog.

He mentioned about how connect groups really inspired him. If you are in a connect group today, be thankful for it! :)

8) Derry's twin brother, Elson Lam came! =) Now, the nearly the WHOLE family is in church! Seeing how Kesia and Derry was so excited to have their eldest brother come to church, my heart was so filled with gladness! Adopt your family today!

9) Feel like eating ah-balling now... Heh heh

10) Running out of things to write about... haha

thats all folks! stay tune!

lv,

wendy

wooo

2008-06-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

I finally pass my BTT! haha phew...

Haha I have to tell everyone who is alive in the blogging world about this. Just as God said to me nich sam about building leaders.. the desire was placed in many hearts from that day on.

Ivy is so awesome! She used to come in just as a simple but quite complicated sec 2 girl... Now, maybe taking after her leader.. She is small on the outside, but way mightier on the inside!! :D Seriously, dont judge a book by its cover. Some covers may not be fantastic, but when you begin to open it up, you'll be amazed!

While I was praying and asking God for a word yesterday for prayer meeting,

James 2:26

As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead.

It is more than just having faith, you need to start moving!!!

Loving Mac,

wendy

summer days

2008-06-20T19:06:00.000-07:00

Eli & Me
Cute people of E3

haha been a month since i last blogged...

Life have been quite busy! Busy-ing around with the rest of the peeps. haha

Pastors, Rinnah, Aunty Lilian and Uncle goh came back today! :) Was so happy to see them again though they have only been away for one week. Was with Pastors all the way and stayed overnight! It is such a privilege mann (: Here i am, sitting in the living room jotting all my thoughts down in random motion.

10 things thats happen during the last one month:
1) Pastor Joakim and family came over. Had a great time with them!

2) Pastor Joakim prayed for me and I had a vision that building leaders will be easy!

3) We are in the season of a Mac-volution.

4) Quek went into army and came out. He shared christ with his bunkmate and bunkmate was saved!!!

5) Busy preparing for something very important (heh-heh)

6) Revival sparked out in CCHM and JYSS
CCHM total - 9 people!
JYSS total - 16 people!

7) Vanessa han got a WHEE(?)

8) Cheryl Ng is in love with me :)

9) Chloe overcame her fear for cartoon turtles after kungfu panda! yay!

10) I caught Narnia twice but it was double-ly awesome

lovely

2008-05-19T12:12:00.000-07:00

Just a few moments before I fall asleep... Just wanna blog down some of the thoughts I have.

Spent some time with God just a while ago, though I am physically very tired, I just felt so lifted up in the Spirit. Sang the song, " Here in my life". If you ask me whats the song that holds dear in my heart, this song says it all. During these few weeks, God is bringing me to a newer level and I am finding myself even more in love with the things that I am doing.

Its really quite sometime since I led someone to Christ. I just did last weekend! :) The sweet victory. The joy you get knowing the person is going to Heaven empowers me! Seeing how zihao took the first step of faith in joining us for worship session made my heart cry out for more of God's presence to come down so that he'll also experience God. Seeing the young in faith, closing their eyes, unsure of whats going on but having faith that God hears and God knows... It gives me a warm and fuzzy feeling in my heart. It always does.

I really dont want to sleep and rest now but i have to!! ughhh. On a brighter note, this weekend is RED RAIN CONCERT 2008! tickets are running out! Grab yours today! :)

wendy

hiiiiii

2008-05-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

Replying tags :)

vanessa han- ha ha you are so funny all the time!
su shian - Hihi! It was great to get to know you more! :)
ivan - ivan! hahaha yeaaaa stevie wendy
zoe - no problem! you are important to us :)
lisa - lisa lisa laksa! hmmmm im hungry
weijie - your wish is my command! yes sir
cheryl chan hm- yea man! bring back the radical-ness!!!
maril - same same!
nicholas tan - haha hi nich!!
wayne - YEA!
chew - hahah SAME!

my day on the highway

2008-05-07T23:13:00.000-07:00

REDRAIN IS COMING! I CANT WAIT!

Woke up in the morning and read TIME magazine on the world's top 100 most influential people. I was so blown away... One thing that Stevie Wonder wrote about Mariah Carey was this.. " Mariah Carey didnt break all those sales records just because she's beautiful. She has perseverance and consistency. You need the two: the ability to keep going and the ability to keep doing the right thing." Whoa... Simple words but so true.

Monday was fun. Went to East Coast park with Sammmmm, Weiling and fedora! haha it was plain PERSEVERANCE man!

Pastors flew off yesterday morning. My life seems abit empty without my Pastors and my ZL. Garrett! We will SURPRISE you when you are back!! muahahh

Was in the office yesterday with Darren Liane Jiaxin and Leonard... Then went to catch supper at the usual Dim Sum place. Haha crossed the road after that and ate Durian! We ate Durian with TONS of juice. hahha in the midst of enjoying the yellow fruit. Noel said sometime really funny. " Eh, do you know that geylang is going to be the next CBD." The rest of us were like "HUH!". haha we shall wait and see.

Till then, exams are nearly over for the sec school people! yay!! Welcome back to life! :)

good day

2008-04-30T04:15:00.000-07:00

haha long time since i sat down, gathered my thoughts and translate it into a blog entry :)

Got a call from NTU today and i have to go down for interview at 10am at the eng lit department meaning i didnt get my first choice mann :(

Oh well, on the brighter note I am in rinnah's room watching her sleep. She is so sweet :)

thats all for now... I am so determined to set some spiritual disciplines in my life. It has been so good and refreshing.

Zealous

2008-03-31T04:49:00.000-07:00

Attack. Do something.

Know your position, assured of your power and clear of your purpose.

Heart of God church 2.0, i am so excited about it! Seeing how things are really growing to a level of excellence, moving on to system and processes and training, growing to love at a God level.. whooo everybody is moving on to their 2.0! One thing i also observed vividly when we launch forth to the next level all the time,when the people are sift into two groups. Firstly, the ones that really brokethrough with the flow and secondly, those that are left behind. Lay aside your stone.

Do something!!!

Zeal for Your house have eaten Me up

Loyalty comes before love

2008-03-23T20:12:00.000-07:00

After these few months hanging around more with Pastors and the leaders and staff, I discovered one thing that binds us all together. LOYALTY

Loyal to God
Loyal to the man and woman of God
Loyal to our sheperds.

Its more than just love, its loyalty.
Loyalty comes before love.
Loyalty guarantees love, but love does not guarantee loyalty.

I am loyal to that one Man that saved me and the people who is following Him.

HOGC 2.0, EZONE 2.0, Wendy 2.0 :)

March Much

2008-03-13T03:49:00.000-07:00

Just got back from E zone's chalet today... Tired but very very happy
Did the funniest and craziest things together with Ezoners!
I had such a great time at the chalet, just spending time with people, getting to know some people more, the late night talks and the wonderful worship session we had together in the wee hours of the morning.

The presence was sweet.
Without that session with God, the chalet would likely be just another adventure camp.

Spent the whole tuesday with han and she stayed over my house that night.
Watched August Rush with the E3 leaders! The movie was beautiful, the music was incredible and Freddie Highmore makes a great child actor. Please catch it if you have not ;)

Im really loving every part of my life now.. and im serious that this is gonna be what I really want to do for the next few years till God speaks to me the next time.

Having problems come up left right front back but yet there is so much drive to want to win it over. This is it, and I am loving what I am doing.

Sometimes, I see people being so self-consumed in their own world, refusing to step out of their comfort zone and fighting for what they really want. That at the end, they missed out on life and their dreams in Him. We are not living for the world, it is not just for the next 70 years, we are talking about the eternity.

attack and defend

2008-02-24T09:02:00.000-08:00

ATTACK IT!

Some people spend their whole life talking how their problems, getting frustrated and faithless about them yet not knowing their power and ability to say 'problem get away!! you shall not stop me'.

ha ha had a great time today just spending time with the CGs, hanging out with people... They are always so amusing! People like cheryl, liyue ( who always nonsense with me), zhang's coolness, hubert's want to laugh yet dont want to laugh face, bryce's arm chio...

Building people, brick by brick, one at a time. Tedious.. but im loving it :)

loving life

2008-02-20T01:19:00.000-08:00

Met up with melisa yesterday, though it was just a very short meeting just sitting at the alfresco talking about her life, family, her dreams and visions... I just felt so good after that! There was so much of a childlike-ness in mel and vanessa... haha its hard to put it down in words. Its just like what you see is what you get. They are the 'at your face' people. For some people, you spend the whole time talking to them, yet still cant really figure out what they really think and feel..

Mel's 'huh? -giggles' and Vanessa's 'wendyyy...i need to tell you something'.. funny!

Just cant wait for the two of them to rise up, to lead people, become future CGLs, keyboardist for God..

Back to me... I translated my life into 5 thoughts..

5 things why i love my life:

To have a privilege to serve and be around two of the most important people in my life. Being able to know pastors and their family, not just knowing them off the pulpit but seeing how they work, how they love people, how every person matters to them, how it breaks their heart when people decides to just leave, their humility and selflessness.

Being on staff, hanging out with the most happening bunch of people. Those times when we just start dreaming about the future and breakthrough-ing together. Having fun, loving work, making things happen, running events, loving each other with the love of food, sharing buddy meals, late nights of nonsense and sooo much more. Nothing beats it ;)

Being part of Ezone! My leader that I would always look up to who never fails to amaze me when he works. Seeing people's lives get changed by God, people going no where right in life find something to live their entire life for. When people cry out 'where is the love', we are able to say ' here is the Love'.

Men and women of God. Leaders that said a NO to that I from the start. Being around people that pushes me to hunger for God and love people more. Lynette's strength,Fifi's wisdom, Samantha's faithfulness, Jianming's ' I will make it happen' attitude, Dominic's creativity, Pam ' I will do it no matter what', Joanne's hunger for God, Ivan's faith, Weijie's hardworking-ness, Roy's competency...

And of course, my new found best friend in my family! Michelle NEO :) Used to feel shes very different and never thought it was easy living and relating to her. Things are different now! :) We're both driven to love our parents more and praying that our God, will become the Head of the household!

oh yes! one last thing! End times bible study is coming! haha i missed the last one back at Henderson, looking forward to this! Its gonna be revelations after revelations... The book of revelations wouldnt look so foreign any more!

More of You and less of me

2008-01-30T20:40:00.000-08:00

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet
But at Your word Lord
I'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep
And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds the
Way to freedom truth of Jesus
Brought from death into this life
And I remember how You saw me
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the price was Your beloved for me
Still You made a way

In You, I find my freedom.
Daddy, I want You

hello

2008-01-19T09:43:00.000-08:00

test.test.test!

I am fully convinced I should continue my blogging habits that I abandoned ten thousand years ago.

So yeah, stay tuned for more! :)